THAT GIRL IS DEAD TO ME NOW

i gave my heart and more in trade for bullshit,no love , and a bad attitude that can be seen from a mile away . why did i fall in love with this? i guess it was to see if i can  feel like a million bucks haha i guess all that shit is just in movies yeah in the movies i dont watch anymore because they make me feel like fuuuuuccckkk why cant i have that even a lil piece of it ill take what i can get like a hungry dog whos owner has been dead for days in the middle of the forest ,that hungry. fuck it i can cry but i cant complain i provide my own ball and chain