Wednesday, March 23, 2011

tonight is just like any other night

i have a fucked up feelin in my chest that wont go away ,i dont know how long  i can go  like this i feel like somthing is missing and i know exactley what it is, i smile but its  just a mask that i put on to not get questioned or have to explain why i feel  like this im ok with it i just dont wanna be like this any longer ill try my hardest to get what i need to be me and smile for real, if it doesnt happen then ill have to  find a way to  get my strength back atleast for my  own sake, i hate  the feelin on the morning of thinking about somthing that you have no control of, i want to  call message or  stop by but i cant i cant do that to myself and i cant STAY HERE WAITING NIETHER so ill givit one last try and if that dont work then i guess thats that  for me . as much as it will hurt i cant keep  waiting , shit alot can happen in  a week and a half and i aint gonna be waiting for what i want to be rubbed raw from expirience fuuuucckkk thatt

Monday, March 14, 2011

Mumford and Sons - Little Lion Man (uncensored)

i really fucked it up this time

i tend to get mad and do shit tht fucks my world up but dont we all , it could have been a good sunday but getting woke up at 7 i guess was alil too earley for my mind to think befor i act and boy did i act like a jerk i take it back asshole guy i just started yellin and didnt  even think of what i was doin or sayin  and that just messed  things up for me , people kill themselves is my famouse sayin  and i sure did that  mornin i killed what i really care about for acting stupid im sorry if your reading this

Thursday, March 3, 2011


that motherfuckers comin back sshhhaauuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!